It's raining,
not from the sky, from my eyes
& it pours just about everyday.
Putting up a front is my specialty
it has to be here,
it's not easy, people are out to get you.
Let me tell you, it's senior year, & it's not getting better.
Girls are mean, boys are ruthless,
friends leave & you just feel worthless.
But don't let them see it.
Insecurities just eat away,
mistakes I regret are there every day.
They judge constantly,
I know it.
& honestly it'd be nice to know what they were saying.
My problems don't compare,
others have it much worse,
I just don't feel worthy to be sad.
So,
it will continue to rain,
but, people will only see me happy,
that's all I want them to see.
Who wants to be around someone sad anyway?
can i type hahahahahahahaahahahahaahahahahaahahah
ReplyDeletehey
we read your post in class
maybe youre here?
idk
dont be sad
:)
This is refreshingly different from all the other first posts. Nice.
ReplyDeleteI know the feeling friend. <3
ReplyDeleteAnd I can already tell you're astounding.
DeleteI rarely ever feel worthy to be sad either... Its a tormenting position. This is an amazing first post!
ReplyDeleteI read this again.
ReplyDelete"I just don't feel worthy to be sad."
Welcome to the blogs.
girls are mean, and i wanna hang with someone sad, if it's you. so relatable. so good.
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