Someday

How I know I'm not a robot:

-i disobey my parents, but I love them 

-most people annoy extremely bad  

-i feel 

-boys make me cry 

-i like way to many genres of music

-driving would be hard if I was a robot 

-i eat 

-i laugh at stupid jokes- lots of them are my own

-falling is one of my favorite feelings 

-i find flowers beautiful 

-i can get through a metal detector at the airport 

-running from cops gives me a thrill 

-i get nervous to talk to boys

-getting shot would hurt

-i have an imagination (even though it's slowly going)

-bugs gross me out 

-swimming doesn't electrocute me 

-if my head falls off, it can't just be fixed 

-i love you

-i have crushes on celebrities 

-i have pet peeves (maybe to many) 

-math is hard

-my hearts real 

-social media stresses me out 

-i used to be 4 ft shorter 

-i can do the worm, smoothly 

-i don't look the same everyday 

-im always tired 

-i need glasses 

-i forget a lot of stuff (sometimes it's really important) 

-it's a necessity to go to the bathroom 

-when it goes from dark to light really fast, my eyes hurt

-some people REALLY scare me 

-i love stars 

-im making a list of how i know I'm not a robot 

-i got a 16 on the ACT

-airplane bathrooms freak me out 

-sitting in a car for a long time hurts my butt

-i can gain/lose weight

-lightning pictures fascinate me 

-i hate my voice on sound recordings 

be different

anders wees                                                 afrikaans 

të jenë të ndryshme                                      albanian 

է լինել տարբեր                                           armenian

fərqli olmaq                                                  azerbaijani

desberdinak izan                                           basque

адрознівацца                                                belarusian

ব্যতিক্রমী                                                         bengali

biti drugačiji                                                  bosnian

Бъди различен                                              bulgarian

ser diferent                                                     catalan

nga lain-laing mga                                         cebuano

kukhala osiyana                                             chichewa

不同                                                               chinese

budi drugačiji                                                 croatian

být jiný                                                           czech

Vær anderledes                                               danish

wees anders                                                    dutch

be different                                                     english

malsama                                                          esperanto 

ole erinev                                                        estonian 

maging iba                                                      filipino 

ole erilainen                                                    finnish 

sois différent                                                   french

ser diferente                                                    galician

იქნება სხვადასხვა                                     georgian

sei anders                                                        german

Γίνε διαφορετικός                                        greek

અલગ અલગ હોઈ                                                   gujarati

kapab diferan                                                   haitian creole

zama daban-daban                                           hausa

अलग बनो                                                           hindi

yuav txawv                                                       hmong

másnak lenni                                                    hungarian

vera öðruvísi                                                     icelandic

dị iche iche                                                        igbo

berbeda                                                              indonesian

bheith difriúil                                                     irish

essere diverso                                                    italian 

異なる                                                               japanese 

dadi beda                                                           javanese

ವಿಭಿನ್ನವಾಗಿರುತ್ತದೆ                                                   kannada

әр түрлі болуы                                                 kazakh

ជាខុសគ្នា                                                                khmer

다를 수                                                              korean

ຈະແຕກຕ່າງກັນ                                                    lao

aliter                                                                  latin

esi savādāks                                                      latvian

Būk kitoks                                                        lithuanian

да бидат различни                                           macedonian

ho hafa                                                              malagasy 

jadi yang berbeza                                              malay

വ്യത്യസ്തമായിരിക്കണം                                   malayalam 

tkun differenti                                                   maltese

kia rerekē                                                          maori

भिन्न असू                                                           marathi

өөр өөр байх                                                    mongolian

မတူညီတဲ့ဖြစ်                                                   myanmar(burmese) 

फरक                                                                 nepali 

vær forskjellig                                                  norwegian

być innym                                                        polish

ser diferente                                                     portuguese

ਵੱਖ-ਵੱਖ ਹੋ                                                           punjabi

fi diferit                                                            romanian

будь другим                                                    russian

biti drugačija                                                    serbian

ba ba fapaneng                                                 sesotho 

වෙනස් වෙන්න                                                      sinhala

byť iný                                                             slovak 

biti drugačen                                                    slovenian 

duwan                                                              somali 

sé diferente                                                      spanish 

jadi beda                                                          sundanese 

kuwa tofauti                                                    swahili 

var annorlunda                                                swedish 

гуногун мешавад                                           tajik 

வித்தியாசமாக இருக்கு                                  tamil 

భిన్నంగా ఉంటుంది                                             telugu 

จงแตกต่าง                                                     thai 

farklı ol                                                           turkish 

бути іншим                                                    ukrainian 

مختلف نظر آو                                                     urdu 

har xil bo'lishi                                                uzbek 

thể khác nhau                                                 vietnamese 

fod yn wahanol                                               welsh 

זיין אַנדערש                                                        yiddish 

jẹ ti o yatọ                                                       yoruba 

Iba nomehluko                                                zulu 

04.20.14

I'll never forget the phone calls. I'll never forget the pit in my stomach. & I'll never forget all the guilt & regret. 

Let me back up, 

Two weeks before prom & two days before spring break. I didn't wanna go, especially with someone I didn't know.

I'm sorry I didn't have a better attitude

When he built up the courage to ask me, I shot him down; a sophomore, my first dance, no money.

I'm sorry I didn't have a better attitude.

I only thought about it a couple times during spring break, 

I thought about it a little bit more when he didn't show up to class once that next week.

Saturday night, the night of prom I had a good time & it didn't cross my mind,

I got the call Sunday night & now it won't leave. 

I wish I had a better attitude but it was too late.

I could have stopped it, I could have helped, 

I wish I said yes, instead I said no.

_____, i think about you everyday

but I hope you're doing better up there than you were down here,

rest in peace and I'll see you soon.  ♡ 

I don't know

I don't know who I am, 

I don't know where I'm going,

I don't know my thoughts,

my feelings, 

I don't know how I am, 

or 'what's up', 

I don't know what I don't know

I'm trying to figure it out, but damn, it's hard

Life's hard

BLUE

"Be who you want to be, do what you want to do, who cares?"

I wish it was that easy

I wanna be a blue one, any of them, there's about 5 different blues,
I always wanna color with the blue crayon

But, I find myself coloring with red more than any other color,
and there's only one red

I hate the color red
Just like I hate the number three

It's all about the number two



To fit in, to be liked, I guess red will do
And number three will too

But I wish you could see me as blue
And the number two